I wish that people, who this would piss off, would read it.

I would not have written about this before hand because I thought it went without saying. However recent events have reminded me how stupid and ignorant people are and that I must state this. Why? I have vague hopes that someone will hear me and maybe seed the beginnings of new thoughts, breaching that impenetrable wall people have against things changing their minds. What I also hope it will do is piss off people who are really frightened of my ideas. Frightened to the point that they hate me and will kill me. If I am killed because someone is so frightened of my ideas they MUST kill me it proves me right and I will die happily. Another reason that i speak the things I do is because it lets people know more about me. I like to understand people and things and I also like to be understood. I have such complex beliefs that i must explain it all because as of yet i have found no one like me that I can form a group with. I am not an anarchist, I am not a republican, I am not a Christian, I am not a Bi-sexual, I do not fall under any group.
I am not gay. I am not homophobic either. I think I have some remaining traces of Homophobia left over, but after years of training I have almost all of it gone. I can Appreciate male beauty. Most guys, despite all effort, cannot admit to witnessing male Beauty. For instance, Tom Cruise, in interview with a vampire, is cute as hell. That pale white skin, blood red lips, with piercing eyes. Wow. I am not homosexual only because I do not feel sexual attraction towards guys. I cannot feel it. Maybe it is there and I don’t know it but as of yet I feel no desire to fuck a guy. Tom Cruise in that movie is good enough to kiss however. Jesus Christ he is hot. I guess I am more dominant because I prefer cute, submissive, people.
Enough about me. Now that I’ve disgusted enough of you I will bitch at you homophobic people. Homosexuality is NOT against god. You ignorant fools. Do you know nothing of nature? of History? All across nature homosexuality is practiced. Are you telling me that all those animals are going to hell? Spider monkeys masturbate. It isn't against god to masturbate. Why would god care if a few million sperm die, pointlessly? When you fuck a woman only 1 fucking sperm gets in. The others DIE. God doesn’t care about life. He kills off billions and billions and trillions of lives each day with no care. All of your dead skin cells, thousands of birds, billions of insects. You tell me that god cares about 1 human so much. That is ridiculous. For an all powerful being, of infinite wisdom to care about the lives of some stupid little mammals on an insignificant little world, what an insult to god.
And for those of you who just hate gay people because they are different. You remind me why writing this is futile. You make me want to simply kill off your stupid ignorant kind instead of trying to teach you. There are so many things wrong with hating because of difference that I don’t know where to begin.
Lets start here, thou: It is only western thought which drives this but by the few values in America which I hold dear let this one be known. Do you even know what this country is about? America is about believing what you want to believe and thinking what you want to think. America is about tolerance of those different from you. Being gay is just another thought. Another freedom.
And while those of you who think that those who are gay are the devil, I can only hope that one day you realize the rest of the world is looking at you with disgust because of your intolerance and that those who you have invested so much time in to hate are people whom the world truly comes to respect.
I think it is quite futile to try and re-teach any of the stupid ignorant people I speak of. I would rather slaughter them all. But I still deeply respect the American belief that while I Hate what you say with all my heart I shall fight to the death to protect your right to say it.
A lot of these things can conflict and could be used to contradict me. For instance, if here in America we value the freedom of thought, and then it is well within personal rights to believe that gay people are the devil. It is true, that it is your right to continue to believe that. However people like me who wish still to change peoples minds and educate people in a new way are trying to make a world devoid of hate. I think it is generally agreed that people would like a world free of hate and prejudice. As long as people determined to hate for no reason exist, the world will continue to be a hell. A hell where our keeper, our devil, is ourselves.



Here be my "These are only my opinions, not doctrine from god I received during a vision." disclaimer.

Okay i feel better now.