I wish that people, who this would piss off, would read it.
I would not have written about this before hand because I thought it went without
saying. However recent events have reminded me how stupid and ignorant people are and
that I must state this. Why? I have vague hopes that someone will hear me and maybe
seed the beginnings of new thoughts, breaching that impenetrable wall people have
against things changing their minds. What I also hope it will do is piss off people
who are really frightened of my ideas. Frightened to the point that they hate me and
will kill me. If I am killed because someone is so frightened of my ideas they MUST
kill me it proves me right and I will die happily. Another reason that i speak the
things I do is because it lets people know more about me. I like to understand people
and things and I also like to be understood. I have such complex beliefs that i must
explain it all because as of yet i have found no one like me that I can form a group
with. I am not an anarchist, I am not a republican, I am not a Christian, I am not a
Bi-sexual, I do not fall under any group.
I am not gay. I am not homophobic either. I think I have some remaining traces of
Homophobia left over, but after years of training I have almost all of it gone. I can
Appreciate male beauty. Most guys, despite all effort, cannot admit to witnessing male
Beauty. For instance, Tom Cruise, in interview with a vampire, is cute as hell. That
pale white skin, blood red lips, with piercing eyes. Wow. I am not homosexual only
because I do not feel sexual attraction towards guys. I cannot feel it. Maybe it is
there and I donít know it but as of yet I feel no desire to fuck a guy. Tom Cruise in
that movie is good enough to kiss however. Jesus Christ he is hot. I guess I am more
dominant because I prefer cute, submissive, people.
Enough about me. Now that Iíve disgusted enough of you I will bitch at you homophobic
people. Homosexuality is NOT against god. You ignorant fools. Do you know nothing of
nature? of History? All across nature homosexuality is practiced. Are you telling me
that all those animals are going to hell? Spider monkeys masturbate. It isn't against
god to masturbate. Why would god care if a few million sperm die, pointlessly? When
you fuck a woman only 1 fucking sperm gets in. The others DIE. God doesnít care about
life. He kills off billions and billions and trillions of lives each day with no care.
All of your dead skin cells, thousands of birds, billions of insects. You tell me
that god cares about 1 human so much. That is ridiculous. For an all powerful being,
of infinite wisdom to care about the lives of some stupid little mammals on an
insignificant little world, what an insult to god.
And for those of you who just hate gay people because they are different. You remind
me why writing this is futile. You make me want to simply kill off your stupid
ignorant kind instead of trying to teach you. There are so many things wrong with
hating because of difference that I donít know where to begin.
Lets start here, thou: It is only western thought which drives this but by the few
values in America which I hold dear let this one be known. Do you even know what this
country is about? America is about believing what you want to believe and thinking
what you want to think. America is about tolerance of those different from you. Being
gay is just another thought. Another freedom.
And while those of you who think that those who are gay are the devil, I can only hope
that one day you realize the rest of the world is looking at you with disgust because
of your intolerance and that those who you have invested so much time in to hate are
people whom the world truly comes to respect.
I think it is quite futile to try and re-teach any of the stupid ignorant people I
speak of. I would rather slaughter them all. But I still deeply respect the American
belief that while I Hate what you say with all my heart I shall fight to the death to
protect your right to say it.
A lot of these things can conflict and could be used to contradict me. For instance, if
here in America we value the freedom of thought, and then it is well within personal rights
to believe that gay people are the devil. It is true, that it is your right to
continue to believe that. However people like me who wish still to change peoples
minds and educate people in a new way are trying to make a world devoid of hate. I
think it is generally agreed that people would like a world free of hate and prejudice.
As long as people determined to hate for no reason exist, the world will continue to
be a hell. A hell where our keeper, our devil, is ourselves.
Here be my "These are only my opinions, not doctrine from god I received during a
Okay i feel better now.