I wish I knew more aslotesh girls.
I am a pervert. I am a pervert because of the way i enjoy the smell and the taste of lustful desire. I enjoy it deeply and believe that there is nothing to be ashamed about that. I also find it to be a normal topic for conversation. Like talking about what kind of music one likes. I am, however, not totally unable to tell that which is potentially unwelcomed information.
Let me explain the smell and taste thing. The smell is a metaphor for the desire to see and touch arousing things, and the taste is a metaphor for actually feeling lust from being aroused. I find it self evident that that which is arousing and asthetically pleasing is natural and good. Acknowledging that, i believe that those who are arousing and asthetically pleasing should not be ashamed to be so, and those whom are aroused and pleased by them should not be ashamed nor shunned by being so.
Because of a multitude of reasons being perverted has gotten a bad image. Even in the dictionary the word perverted is shaded negatively. I know of no word that describes being sexually active in mind and body in a postive light. Given that, i am making the new word Aslote which means to be perverted, and perhaps a slut or one who would or does play around alot except in a postive light. Something one would say to another in complimentary terms. Now that ive finally made my new word, back to more explaination an shit.
Supposedly there is this abstract belief that too much of a good thing is bad. Kind of like a subconscious human skepticism reflex, "This is so great! What's the catch?". Organized religion has its own selfish reasons to make you believe that there is such a thing as over endulgance when it comes to sex. I suppose if you fucked like a maniac (side thought, Maniacal fucker on the loose sounded funny in my head) then possibly you would do damage to the testicles or vagina from stress, but then again if you run for 3 hours, your legs are gonna be pretty messed up too. Also if you fuck alot that means you get alot of kids, but im all for profilactics, or even better abortion (refer to Value of Human Life for your concerns.) so you dont need to use a horrible, uncomfortable condom. But otherwise, there is no real reason for alot of sex to be bad.
Also sex is kinda messy, and alot of strong emotions are in play during it, so sex in general is considered kind of unclean and thus a little unholy. The church wont really come out and say it, because pretty much everyone likes a little ass AS LONG as it's in a private sound proof room that no one knows where you've been, how you got there, if you were even there, ect. And everyone keeps little perverted thoughts or desires locked up inside that tripple ply steel vault in the center of their brain. But because of influence from parents and society, and religion alot of holy people have this knee jerk belief, a deep deep belief, that sex is unclean, and unholy an' shit. Its more of a feeling than a thought, but sometimes you can get them to admit it if you put em under a shit load of pressure.
The last one i can think of right now, and the one that pisses me off the most, but makes alot of sense, is why the church would have reason to hate sex, and this includes homosexuality. You would think that if you fucked like bunnies that the church would have more followers around. But consider a world where you were in a constant easy-access world of pleasure. Im sure people would toy with philosophy still, as wonder is a driving force in humanity, but if you could have near instant sexual gratification then there would be little despair for the church to bring hope to. Perhaps people would still feel like they need a god, if they fear death and stuff, but lack of love and lack of fucking brings despair, which you replace with hope of better inspired by the church. If everyone could get love and sex easier than getting drunk then the level of despairity in the country would probably go into the negatives, other shit would balance it out and the church would still get business but still, they get more business now than if sex was more popular.
As an afterthought, there is an aspect of sex, that helps keep the shame. It comes from being ashamed by our bodies, and fearing that others seeing our bodies will bring them disgust and in turn make them feel bad. This is a two fold thing. On one hand we learn what is considered beautiful from media and our parents and society, and on another hand we use that definition of beautiful to describe good mates for breeding. For instance, the current trend for women right now (2003) is on the skinny side. While we could reason that the skinnier they are the less fat they have clogging their veins for a potential heart attack. While earlier last century relatively fat girls were attractive and you could reason that apparently they were eating well and were good mates. I personally like girls who are as skinny as twigs. Theyre so cuuuuuute. Kate for instance. She would snap in a light breeze. Well, we learn that definition from our parents and society and well, there is a heritage of shame that has been passed down through our parents, so clothing which was once used for shelter and decoration is now the mask which we use to hide our hideously deformed bodies from the hateful, judging eyes of the world. And since im victim to those teachings even i will probably be blinded by a 600 pound girl wearing a thong. *shudder*
I believe that god doesn't care about how we fuck. Well, God may care but more along the lines of, "Bwahahaha, the bed fell apart under em!" or "Hmmm, obviously peanut butter was a bad idea." I dont think that God is so petty as to worry about the morals of human affairs. So God is not leering at you when you reach for the remote control when your getting head. Thou no doubt your partner will be if you can actually start watching Stargate while getting it. If anything i believe that God supports fucking. The more people there are the more comedy God can enjoy. The more potential for happiness an' shit. And from looking at nature we see that the general mission of animals is to grow and be plenty. Using our technology we can grow and be even more plently than we would have had we not had the tech. Looking at evidence from nature, and common sense, and logic, i can see that sex should be never be shameful ever.
As a last clarification, i am a mature pervert. You will not see me hooting and howling at girls, if you do see me staring at a girl more than likely its because i think she is very beautiful and i am siphoning her beauty into me. Tasting her beauty. Almost literally. Either that or my mind is saying, "Oh there's another one i'll never have!"
If i want to fuck her, i will not stare at her breasts or legs, if i want to fuck her then only god will know until i tell someone. She'll probably know, but not because she actually knows but because most guys when seeing a girl, of even moderate beauty, want to fuck them.
I am also kind of a gentleman, i will never touch unless i am convince i have permission to. I will try to avert my eyes from a pretty face, more from fear than because i want to be a gentleman. I try not to be too suggestive about anyone if i believe it will offend them. You know common sense shit. I also would be clingy, but the girl who i was with would also have to be clingy because i would tolerate and enjoy never ending cuddling, but the girl probably wont, so i have to make it up to them. I will never tug a girl back to me when i know they wish to leave. Something so special and valuable should be respected utmost. Lastly, to finish why i am a mature pervert, i masturbate. Alot. I wish i could do it more. Unfortunatly, guys get drained of fuel faster than a Tank when they climax, so they dont get as many as girls.
*kicks the dirt, muttering*
I am not ashamed to masturbate, its like the free-est thing i can think of. Also i think of masturbation mechanically and almost professionally. Masturbation is healthy and good, it's the closest we can come to my world in this age, because your hand is your crotch's keeper. And you have total control over it, to fuck whenever you want (with exceptions....dammit...). It's free pleasure. And that should be taken advantage of as much as possible. And to whoever said that when you masturbate, god kills a kitten. Good. My mom worked for the humane society, and we know that there are alot more cats then there are homes for and *fades into a shitty scrooge voice* masturbating decreases the already surplus population of kittens....
Well that's all i can think of for now. I guess i could go back and track down the loose ends and shit, of stuff that still needs to be explained but im tired and this was rather long.
Ack! Allergies! Must... Get.... to benadryl....